Thursday, September 29, 2005

I'm Home

I'm tired, I feel empty and lonely and miserable.

I definitely made the right decision in going but saying goodbye only gets harder.

That's all. I don't have the words to say any more.

Tuesday, September 13, 2005

Ta ta for now

Welp, it's time.

I leave for the airport in just under an hour and wanted to pop in to say goodbye. I may get online while I'm gone but who knows ... everything is so up in the air right now.

This morning was so hard. Mancub is having a hard time and of course once he started crying I was a goner. I've left a few little surprises for him though and once I'm gone he should settle down a bit. I just found a note from him tucked into my hand luggage. It said "I'm gonna miss you mum. I love you".

Uggh, now I'm gonna cry again lol.

The teenager was fine. It's almost school holidays again and she has a lot planned, and I've given the evil Gizmo extra smooches.

That's about it. If I do get online at some stage I'll try to poke my head in on you all.

Take care of eachother :)

Byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee xxx

Sunday, September 11, 2005

Progression is happening, although some of the details are pretty crappy.

What really made my day yesterday (NOT) is hearing that after - hmm lemme count - approximately 28 hours of travelling (including getting to the airport, stopovers, etc) I can't check into the hotel until 4pm. That means adding an extra 6 hours of no-man's land.

Feeling as stressed as I do at the moment, I really didn't need to hear that. I never sleep much on the long-haul flight so I'm gonna be dead and I'm already dreading the claustrophobia and nicotine withdrawals.

So what's the plan? No bloody idea. Drop my luggage off at the hotel, grab the biggest coffee I can find and sit my ass down under a tree in the nearest park and fall asleep with the hobos and junkies probably. I'll fit in thought cos I'm gonna look like shit.

Doesn't that sound like fun? Wanna come? ;)

The plan of attack today is to tryyyyyyyyyy and finish my tax (yes it's tax time here), pay bills, quadruple check that I've bought enough 'decent' food and frozen enough so the bratskies aren't living on takeaway the whole time I'm gone, print out maps and lists of other hotels, train timetables, umm ummm ummm can't think what else.

Right! I'm off >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>

Friday, September 09, 2005

x.x

AAAAAAAAAaaaaaarrrrrrrrrrrrrrrg-gggggggggggggghhhhhhhhhh

Sorry, just had to get that out.

Carry on.

Tuesday, September 06, 2005

I decided yesterday I'm going away. I've got the ticket, I leave next week and I'll be gone for two weeks.

Because of the suddeness there's a lot to organise so I won't be around much.

Crazy? Probably
Terrifying? Absolutely

But it's something I have to do.

All of you take care.

Friday, September 02, 2005

Wanted: Millionaire

Since I have decided my next car will be a Maybach 62 (see pics below) I am now taking applications from millionaires wishing to bankroll me.

I am fairly to please. My only stipulations are:

You WILL leave the toilet seat DOWN and
You will NOT expect sex in return.

There will be no negotiating on these two items.







Thursday, September 01, 2005

Sloganize yourself

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I got this from Jess and you too, can have one :D
Wacha doin' way down here? ;)