Saturday, December 31, 2005

Happy New Year ...


From Melbourne to you, my heart to yours, I wish all of you a safe and very Happy New Year and let's hope it will be a new beginning for all of us.

Mwaaaaaaaah!

Saturday, December 24, 2005

Merry Aussie Christmas


Here's to an Aussie Christmas, where we have no snow or ice,
But the gifts you'll buy are half as good, and cost you twice the price.
Children sit on Santa's knee, and his face is all aglow
As he drowns in perspiration, but he still says Ho! Ho! Ho!

You could always wait till later, for the after-Christmas sale
Where they push and shove to reach the doors, and even brave men quail.
But then there'd be no presents sitting underneath the tree.
No family to come and sit on their bums and have a feed for free.

On Christmas morn, it's pressie time, and as they're handed out
You unwrap yet another tie, and look at it with doubt.
So you needed it like a hole in the head? Well, try to sound sincere
As you thank the giver with a smile. It's what's done this time of year.

You'll all get fat on cake and pud, and no-one will dare question
Or even hint that you've stuffed yourself till you're hit by indigestion.
And while most of the family manages to maintain good will to all,
There's always one who drinks too much and wants to start a brawl.


With luck, you'll stop his mouth with cake. "Try some, it's delicious!"
And if you're even luckier, your guests will wash the dishes.
Then the kids start playing with their toys. It's like a bloody zoo.
And once they've wrecked the flamin' lot, look out! They're after you!


The day is done. They've all gone home, and just look at the mess!
But wasn't it great to have them here? You loved it. Just confess!
And now it's time, regretfully to pack away the tree.
Next year, you'll do it all again. What for? Lord, don't ask me.


Wendy Clarke, 1998

Thursday, December 22, 2005

Just some lyrics today ...

Sometimes I wonder
How I'd ever make it through,
Through this world without having you
I just wouldn't have a clue

'Cause sometimes it seems
Like this world's closing in on me,
And there's no way of breaking free
And then I see you reach for me

Sometimes I wanna give up
I wanna give in,
I wanna quit the fight
And then I see you, baby
And everything's alright, everything's alright

When I see you smile, I can face the world, oh oh,
You know I can do anything
When I see you smile I see a ray of light, oh oh,
I see it shining right through the rain
When I see you smile
Oh yeah, baby when I see you smile at me

Baby there's nothing in this world that could ever do

What a touch of your hand can do
It's like nothing that I ever knew
And when the rain is falling I don't feel it, 'cause you're here with me now

And one look at you baby Is all I'll ever need, you're all I'll ever need

Chorus

Sometimes I wanna give up I wanna give in,
I wanna quit the fight
And then I see you baby
And everything's alright, everything's alright

So right...

Bad English ~ When I See You Smile

Tuesday, December 13, 2005

Sigh

Feeling lonely when you're alone is bad enough. Feeling lonely when you're not is much worse.

Monday, December 05, 2005

Rollercoaster of Emotions

The saying goes ... no-one can make you feel a certain way unless you let them. Yeah well, nice psychology but we humans aren't black and white are we.

Just as someone can't force you to feel a certain way, I don't believe you can force yourself to feel or not feel something other than you do (or don't), sheesh what a messed up sentence.

Different people have different effects on us. Some have a talent for making me feel certain ways. It doesn't mean my head thinks they're right but how we feel emotionally sometimes has very little to do with what we actually think.

I'm waffling.

Probably this has come up today because I've gone from feeling ready to stab someone in the eye with a spork earlier this morning, to positively glowing a little after that.

One person in my life makes me feel ...

... lazy
... worthless
... dependent
... frustrated
... loved - with conditions
... fat
... childish
... stupid
... bored
... selfish
... extravagant
... undervalued

Another makes me feel ...

... loved
... unappreciated
... appreciated
... disprespected
... respected
... soft-hearted

Yet another makes me feel ...

... occasionally loved
... a matryr
... a slave
... unappreciated
... taken for granted
... furious
... worried
... hurt

And last but not least there is someone who makes me feel ...

... loved
... adored
... beautiful
... intelligent
... interesting
... understood
... kind
... sweet
... passionate
... sexy
... selfless
... giving
... patient
... dependable
... trusted

Now I wonder why there's one in particular that I want to spend my time with.

I miss my heart.

Saturday, December 03, 2005

Post from a Sims2 Nerd

I think I mentioned ages ago in one of the 'about me' lists, that I love the Sims. Well finally, with this new comp I can play it without having to wait till the other one is free. (My old graphics card was too old, etc). Well, in light of the fact I have nothing else to yap about at the moment ... ok nothing I feel like talking about, let me introduce you to my new couple. They got married last night hehe.




Getting to know eachother



Toasting eachother



Woohoo!



Snuggles :)

That's all from this nerd for now.

Wacha doin' way down here? ;)